Finally Renewed
I think my study habit is improving a bit. i haven't miss a single class since it started last June 7... and it's almost july!!! I can't believe it... I wake up at 6 o'clock in the morning twice a week and attend a kind of a class that I usually ignore. I do my papers and actually review past lessons and even do some advance readings. Knowing me, I'll say that this is not the same college girl from last year, which brings about the conclusion that I've changed. Let's just hope that I'll be able to continue this "so called renewal".
(since Zai is forcing me to see her deviations--from deviant art--I'll stop blogging for awhile...)
Going back...
Eventhough i've change, that can't change the fact that academic stuff could be so boring. I can't even write somehting substantial out of it. So I guess we have to focus on matters that are much more interesting. I'm a kind of person who feed on other's emotions. I mean, if you look at my other entries, you'll see that (Zai stop poking me, you PANDA!!!) they are so impersonal and they lack the emotion needed for an interesting entry. Try as I might, I can't really write everything in this blog. Somewhere in the internet there's this blog that contains my strongest emotions. They are so strong I might die of shame if you're be able to read them. Anyway, it has nothing to do with what I'm writing now... I just explained why it's very hard for me to express myself fully in a public blog.
I'm thinking of posting some poems or stories in here, like what Zaiii does to her blog. By the way, I kinda envy those people who knows how to do HTML enough to atleast design their own blogs. For my case, I have to force/coerce somebody to do it for me. All I know in HTML is to do some Marquee and put links. That's pathetic. Don't you agree?
Actually, I don't know what the main topic of this entry. The more I try to clear things, the more chaotic it gets. Maybe it's the result of me waking so early in the morning.
(since Zai is forcing me to see her deviations--from deviant art--I'll stop blogging for awhile...)
Going back...
Eventhough i've change, that can't change the fact that academic stuff could be so boring. I can't even write somehting substantial out of it. So I guess we have to focus on matters that are much more interesting. I'm a kind of person who feed on other's emotions. I mean, if you look at my other entries, you'll see that (Zai stop poking me, you PANDA!!!) they are so impersonal and they lack the emotion needed for an interesting entry. Try as I might, I can't really write everything in this blog. Somewhere in the internet there's this blog that contains my strongest emotions. They are so strong I might die of shame if you're be able to read them. Anyway, it has nothing to do with what I'm writing now... I just explained why it's very hard for me to express myself fully in a public blog.
I'm thinking of posting some poems or stories in here, like what Zaiii does to her blog. By the way, I kinda envy those people who knows how to do HTML enough to atleast design their own blogs. For my case, I have to force/coerce somebody to do it for me. All I know in HTML is to do some Marquee and put links. That's pathetic. Don't you agree?
Actually, I don't know what the main topic of this entry. The more I try to clear things, the more chaotic it gets. Maybe it's the result of me waking so early in the morning.
Labels: excellence, renewed

