I am days away from enjoying my vacation, not that I have one with my Summer Practicum waiting for me after my suffering inside the class...but at least, it's a change of environment. I'll be staying at Alex's house here in Paranaque since the office (if it is even one), is just meters away from here. It is saddening though, I won't be able to see my family this vacation. I do miss them, but when I look at my schedule, it's impossible to go home even for a week. Sad...

My mother is already pestering me about my schedule and I can't tell her because there is no fix schedule yet. I want to go home and relax even for sometime. *sigh*

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Everytime the word LAE is used, I always feel uneasy. Maybe because the date of me actually taking it is drawing closer. I am not yet confident that I can easily pass it. I don't know if I simply lack self confidence or this is just the manifestation of my real capacity. Waaaah!!! I want to believe that I have what it takes to be able to enter UP Law School and be a lawyer someday. There are so many people expecting so much. The pressure is mounting...