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Can you hear the anxiety in my heart, Lord? Can you hear its hidden fears? I've grown dependent on You, just like what You've wanted. The result of being with You for many years. Now I can't do anything confidently if I don't have Your assurance. When I don't feel your hand on the things set before me, I am most likely to balk from it. Please give me some assurance, Lord. If it is not Your will for me to do this, and if you don't like me to do this, then my efforts will be futile. For you will not grant me victory, and I will only be wasting my strength. So please, Lord, assure me. Atleast assure me that I am treading a path that you approve of. Help me in the littlest of details, let your strength empower me. Calm me fears, and whisper once again.